well....its been too long since i used this damn thing and to hell if i know if anyone will actually read this but here we go...

     Wat if u knew something wasn't right with ur life, that something seemed off, not quite like everyone elses...what would u do?  wat if u understood the problem but u couldn't do anything about it...

  I want out of this life...i want to know the next level, i need to know whats after all this....or i fear i shall waste away.

Hey

Well...where to start....ppl SUCK! i hate them with a passion. Its time to explain...someone said something to my parents...about a certain issue. they went totaly around my back and I am etreamly pissed... THe person who did this is a coward..and should step up to me...whether this is a student or teacher....anyways i am done and i hate ppl....grrrrr

Hey hey....I wonder if any one is even going to read this... Lol

  anyways i am at school getting ready to go off to work for four hours...YAY loads of fun...NOT! so yeah there i was in a long dark room and the grasshopper told me to go fly the monkey eating cheesecake....and i was like dude wats wrong with you and the grasshopper told me that i was in wonderland...and i was like dude there is no grasshopper in wonderland...and he exploded into a million bajillion pieces....and i was like ouch that would hurt....

  Anyways I love you krysten....I miss you too....and to everyone else who i know and or am going to meet in the next couple years hello..and i miss you guys too.

hey hey

 well its been ages sinse i last wrote in this thingy....so here i am in class at school and i am soooo tired and i want sleep.....so i think all i will say is booo hooo....i love food...GOD i am so hungry..*gurble gurble*  thats my belly....so u see i like pie...especially pumpkin pie.....yum.......! and well i like this girl and i want to ask her out but i am not sure how to...ohh and she knows who she is....Love ya

   Peace everyone

Ali loves Rob...she said that cause she is right beside me so i am not making it up

I don't know why...but I have been thinking about my life...

  Why do ppl say I am so amazing...why do u all say i am a great person...I am not...to tell the truth...I suck...theres nothing really great about me at all... I don't have much to show for in life...I am not very smart...I am crazy, i have no real dreams...I lost my self somewhere...I lost what i used to have...I changed from the person i used to be... so my question is why do u all pretend that i am something i am not....stop kidding your selves, i am an ok person not some amazing person whe is just my self, becuz i don't even know who the hell I am anymore... I am so tired of ppl saying nice things about me...I appreciate them, and you guys are the best friends in the world...but i am not worth the time, I forgot who i was...who i am and i guess for the next little while I am going to have to do a lot of serching in order to figure out who i am again...

   To all the ppl i have hurt or forgotten about ....in time i hope you can forgive me for loosing my way...i hope i can find it again...